what happened to that old amos, the one who can put everything behind him just like that. jump through all the obstacles without much effort.

damn this is bullshit.

…

fuck it

#3

i totally hate buses.
who the fuck came up with the idea .
why cant cabs have the same pricing as buses.
FUCK.
and fuck you B*tch.
zc is right, i’m using you.
USING YOU.

#2

struggling to even try to look at my worksheets.
today in SS class i tried. i did something.
but it wasnt enough to learn anything.
i know i can but i just dun have the motivation to do anything
i just feel like listening to music and just enjoy the wind.
thats all.
i see my chances falling onto the ground. just like that.

#111111111 resssssssstarrttttt!

this time its abit different.
i might not have any readers here.
this time its about what i wanna say. or input to my blog.
and not about who reads it and who doesnt and who cares and who doesnt. because u aint suppose to read.

k now. what am i supposed to do. . step by step mos.
i know i owe my friends money.
but i’m gonna save up for my bike first.
maybe i’ll do more good?
and i trust myself i wun die so easily.
“meant for greatness” yea?

#Christmas eve!

i’ve always spend christmas with my family.

the house filled with decor lights on the christmas tree.

my bro and sis waiting for midnight to arrive so that they could open the presents.

there would be those christmas songs! and everything will feel so peaceful

this year is something different, i’m all alone at home.

silent night indeed.

#28

completed my NAPFA today.

okay lah, not as difficult as i expected. but still alright. . .

these few days is kinda messy.

common test is next week, but i’ve not even studied yet.

just spent 2 hours watching heroes and prison break…..

help?

#27

Tonight’s game is actually not that big.

but because chelsea lost, it made it that big.

GOGO LIVERPOOL! win west ham tonight .

go top of the table! gogogogo!

BYEBYE CHELSEA!

#26

i just came back from cine to watch “Quarantine”

if you guys cant stand watching Cloverfield then dun go watch this movie. its the same first person video cam view. running around screaming and dying and all the biting and chewing off other’s ears. ewww.

but its damn exciting . fucking fun.

den just drove back to 163 and had supper.

you guys know why now i’m so relaxed?

because i fucking submitted my SCM assignment early!

finished it late afternoon and went crazy trying to find some thing to entertain me.

in the end went to have dinner with our segeant J L tan and siang kee.

did 4 pull ups. -.-

had a chat with celeste that day and realised quite alot of things.
but still, everyday i have this something that tells me in my head to find out how you are doing.
how you're coping with your life, school, dance.
i just wanna let go.
someone make me please.

#25

these 2 days been really sick and sick , too sick to do anything really.

so i’ve at least completed like 10% of my work, my SUPPLY CHAIN MANAGEMENT Assignment which is due on sunday.

guess i’ll always do what i’ve been doing best, completing last minute work. (real last minute)

been sleeeping alot too .  today i slept like 16 hours. the freaking tiny yellow pill helped. haha

so now i’m wide awake at 530am . and i’ll be screwed tml when i need to wake up at 10. i’m finished.

will be back with more “jing chai” posts. fret not.

byebye guys.